Now i'm wondering; will i grow up someday and make mistakes which i'll inevitably make and my wife, after all these years and kids, start telling to the world how, how weak i am and how i couldn't lift a finger when pressing matters calls for it? Where are all those happy and pretty years that brought us this far gone? All those years that brought us all these...are they lost forever?
When we were young; 'side-fucking' is what we get. now, at this age, a killing poison is what we get, though slowly (sometimes side-fucking inclusive). My whole me is now subjected to a rampaging tongue! Lord have mercy. My present is now foggy, my future is no more clearer, worse, there is a wall behind me, do i venture into the unknown? No i would not break this wall, i don't want to go back, oh! It looks likes i'm the most unfortunate.
Where do i go from here? I've got this poison inside of me, i'm on the brink of death, where do i go from here? Where do i get the kiss of life to keep me alive? I wonder from where and when it will come. I hope hope God is listening to this lament, for i know right now i'm not praying.
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